DISSAPOINTED

I don’t know where I should start
I have always known this for…ever.. I guess
I have been trying to deny it
But then again,

Today I got that ‘clue’ again
Oh God…
Please help me.
I don’t want to feel this way

Or…should I say from now on I should start feeling ‘this way’, and maybe all those bad feelings will dissapear?
Mungkin selama ini rasa enggak enak itu lebih karena saya yang mencoba deny?
Keadaan memang selalu seperti ‘itu’.
Saya aja yang coba nyeneng2in hati dan mau (sok) berdamai dengan kenyataan.
Ahh…sudahlah.

YOU!
You know what?
Its really hard for me to wish anything in the world best for you…
Whateva…..!